PUT A PARTY HAT ON IT AND JUST PRETEND
I am very happy, yet kind of sad right now. Here I am with for the most part a very fulfilling life, yet something is missing. Okay, a few things are missing including a pair of panties that I like. Thank God I don't have to worry about having left them at someone's house though.
Oh Heather, what's bringing you down, you ask? Well I'll tell yah. It's the holidays. This is the first year I will not be spending it with my family, I mean my dad is here, but there's not one indication of Christmas at his house, and it will probably end up being we go see a movie and I sit and we talk every once in a while watching TV. Boring. We didn't even get Christmas as planned back for the early visit in North Carolina. It has nothing to do with gifts, as I could care less about getting anything. I just love my family and would like to have been able to be with them that day. I'm accepting of it, it's just been hard having to hear everyone's Christmas plans and they ask what I'm doing. Whatever. I'm not going to cry about or anything like that, just feeling a bit nostalgic.
The holiday though that I'm really having issues with is New Year's Eve. I LOVE New Year's Eve. I love the gathering of friends, the laughter, the excitement of renewal where everything is in the past and the future is right there screaming for new and exciting possibilities and adventures. I love midnight and the kiss. Oh the kiss at midnight. But alas, there will be no kiss at midnight this year.
I've had plenty of offers to join all the numerous couples in my life and there will be lots of hugging going on whatever I choose to do, but no midnight kiss. This is the first time in years I've been absolutely single for New Year's. Last year I was dating someone, but he was in another state for New Year's, so I got a phone call at midnight instead of a kiss. Sucked, but was something. Oh that damned kiss! It's driving me mad that I will not have that this year.
I told a couple of my friends that I was going to bring a vibrator out with me that night and put a party hat on it. The pictures will be fabulous! Me and the vibrator dancing, me and the gang posing most likely lewdly with the vibrator, the vibrator doing a shot and shorting out from the liquid. At midnight I will kiss the vibrator, and then I will go home and use it. It could be quite the glorious event. Chad said I would definitely get "Drunk of the Week" in The Stranger if I did so. It's slightly tempting.
For those few of you like me who will be amongst loved ones that night, but find you have no love to bring the new year in with, grab the toy and go to town...well not quite in that way, and buzz in the new year with a shit-eating grin on your face!
Oh Heather, what's bringing you down, you ask? Well I'll tell yah. It's the holidays. This is the first year I will not be spending it with my family, I mean my dad is here, but there's not one indication of Christmas at his house, and it will probably end up being we go see a movie and I sit and we talk every once in a while watching TV. Boring. We didn't even get Christmas as planned back for the early visit in North Carolina. It has nothing to do with gifts, as I could care less about getting anything. I just love my family and would like to have been able to be with them that day. I'm accepting of it, it's just been hard having to hear everyone's Christmas plans and they ask what I'm doing. Whatever. I'm not going to cry about or anything like that, just feeling a bit nostalgic.
The holiday though that I'm really having issues with is New Year's Eve. I LOVE New Year's Eve. I love the gathering of friends, the laughter, the excitement of renewal where everything is in the past and the future is right there screaming for new and exciting possibilities and adventures. I love midnight and the kiss. Oh the kiss at midnight. But alas, there will be no kiss at midnight this year.
I've had plenty of offers to join all the numerous couples in my life and there will be lots of hugging going on whatever I choose to do, but no midnight kiss. This is the first time in years I've been absolutely single for New Year's. Last year I was dating someone, but he was in another state for New Year's, so I got a phone call at midnight instead of a kiss. Sucked, but was something. Oh that damned kiss! It's driving me mad that I will not have that this year.
I told a couple of my friends that I was going to bring a vibrator out with me that night and put a party hat on it. The pictures will be fabulous! Me and the vibrator dancing, me and the gang posing most likely lewdly with the vibrator, the vibrator doing a shot and shorting out from the liquid. At midnight I will kiss the vibrator, and then I will go home and use it. It could be quite the glorious event. Chad said I would definitely get "Drunk of the Week" in The Stranger if I did so. It's slightly tempting.
For those few of you like me who will be amongst loved ones that night, but find you have no love to bring the new year in with, grab the toy and go to town...well not quite in that way, and buzz in the new year with a shit-eating grin on your face!
