HOLD THE PRESSES!
So I just wrote this huge blog only for my brother-in-law's computer to kick me out of Explorer before I saved it. I think I might cry. Okay, not really. That was just overdramatic Heather. But I'm bummed it is gone. Sleep is FINALLY (after numerous attempts) taking over so I don't think I'd make it rewriting it. I don't even think I could rewrite it being that it was all in the moment. But I just have to summarize a few things.
*I attended the most touching wedding this weekend in Charlotte. Thank you Eylin, Steve, and Finn for making it the most wondrous of weekends and letting me be one of the people who got to share in your story. And I love your friends. They rock like those who rock with them.
*I think I fucked up in moving back home. I've been struggling with that a lot since moving back, but the last four days have made me realize it even more. I've had a lot of "I told you so" moments and actual words spoken. My sister even broke into Cinderella's, "Don't Know What You Got 'Til It's Gone."
*Something happened that has just totally changed my perspective on things and how goodness is supposed to go down. I don't want to say more for now. I just like this giddy smiling that moved into the neighborhood.
*I am reminded of how awesome my family is once again. I love them more each time I see them. And this time my niece has latched onto me unlike any time before. I think I'm packing her in my suitcase when I leave. Just don't tell her mother.
I'm irked that my original posting is gone, but I'll write more on this week thus far once I get with tomorrow's maladjusted time difference sleep routine. Just know I'm loving my trip and am willing it to go at a snail's pace. I am full with goodness.
Much love and blushing,
Heather McD
*I attended the most touching wedding this weekend in Charlotte. Thank you Eylin, Steve, and Finn for making it the most wondrous of weekends and letting me be one of the people who got to share in your story. And I love your friends. They rock like those who rock with them.
*I think I fucked up in moving back home. I've been struggling with that a lot since moving back, but the last four days have made me realize it even more. I've had a lot of "I told you so" moments and actual words spoken. My sister even broke into Cinderella's, "Don't Know What You Got 'Til It's Gone."
*Something happened that has just totally changed my perspective on things and how goodness is supposed to go down. I don't want to say more for now. I just like this giddy smiling that moved into the neighborhood.
*I am reminded of how awesome my family is once again. I love them more each time I see them. And this time my niece has latched onto me unlike any time before. I think I'm packing her in my suitcase when I leave. Just don't tell her mother.
I'm irked that my original posting is gone, but I'll write more on this week thus far once I get with tomorrow's maladjusted time difference sleep routine. Just know I'm loving my trip and am willing it to go at a snail's pace. I am full with goodness.
Much love and blushing,
Heather McD
